First being my beloved Mentor, boss, HS wrestling coach, teacher, guidance counselor and lastly friend. He was always there for me all four years of high school, when ever I had a problem he was my go to person, there with a solution.
Next was my uncle but being around his grandchildren I started calling him grandpa, and that was the role he played the grandpa that took you our on hot summer days for ice cream. Then it was my baby my sister, she was technically my sister in law but I loved her like she was blood. Her death was hard on me because I feel like I should have caught it being I was her caregiver.
Lastly and only happening the day after my sisters death was my mothers. My moms death was the biggest surprise of all, she was literally here one day gone the next. And not a second goes by without me missing her she was my rock, my heart and now that she's gone I don't know what to do with myself.
Each day I realize that I miss them each differently, there's something different that I want to tell or say to each of them that I can't. But through the tears and pain that it causes me I know that there has to be a reason that they're not here. God has a better plan for them that they need to fulfill, I just wish I had my finally moments to tell them that I will forever miss them, and love them truly and that I'm very thankful for having them in my life.
And for my mom I love and miss you so much and I'm happy you were my mom.
Love you guys!!!!
